Assalammualaikum w.b.t .
Post ini bukan sekadar suka suka . Muhasabah diri sendiri sebenarnya . Buat jiwa yg sentiasa mencari . Cuz I sometimes terbabas jugak dari landasan. Never been easy to say goodbye to karat J kan ?
Allahu , hamba ini terkadang lalai , leka dan alpa ..
Peluang yang Dia bagi tu kadang kadang terlepas macam tu je , sebab apa ?
tunduk pada hasutan syaitan , tunduk pada nafsu , buat apa Allah larang , semualah ..
Jujurnya , buntu , dan tak terungkap dengan words about this bad feeling . I'm just woke up from my sleep (0052) tadi , mungkin sebab dengar MP3 yang lagu lagu lagha dalam tu sampai rasa sayu , pernah rasa perasaan macam tu ? That feeling yang tak ada sebab rasa nak menangis, rasa nak meraung. itulah .
Biasanya layan perasaan dulu , like a friend of mine said ,
" sometimes , kena lah bagi hak dekat hati kita , biarkan dia menangis ." - A
yeahh, i do give the right to my heart to cry out loud , and sometimes I recite al quran , and burst into tears , imagine how it feel , you're talking to your God , and tell Him everything about your feeling , etc .
Jadi manusia tak mudah , jadi Izzatul Shazni tak pernah senang , and I know others too .Never been easy kan ? Yeah , you cant be selfish and said that you're the only one banyak masalah , cuz others have their own ujian too ! Its all about how you manage your problem , either you face it or leave it .
And , this Izzatul Shazni is trying to face all the obstacles in her life . Study , Kawan , Keluarga and the list goes on ..
Maybe I am that type of yg tak pendam sangat , I'll find someone to listen to me . Tapi yang boleh calm me back la, yang bagi nasihat selalu , and whatever , whenever , turn to Him is the most important thing . Selalu la mintak Dia yang pegang/pandu hati ini , biar kita sentiasa di landasan betul . inshaaAllah .
dan di akhir cerita , I myself dont know what all this post about . Obviously tengah serabut sekarang . sekian .
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